“ A hole is a space you can fill — And this one I want to fill with flowers My flowers My blossoms My blossoms in bloom A hole is a space you can fill — And this one I want to fill with light Light from the sunshine Light from the moon Light fromContinue reading ““A hole is a space you can fill””
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This hard week ahead
It’s Monday. Not as bad as last week but still hard. And a hard week ahead. Since starting to sing with the gay men’s chorus last September, Mondays have become a day of great emotional upheaval. For nearly two months at the beginning, the emotions were mostly negative, difficult, and painful. Then, they became joyfulContinue reading “This hard week ahead”
Pink Pony Boy
I’m still smiling from pure, intense, almost overwhelming joy. It’s filling me up in such a wonderful, easy way. Last night I went out dancing with one of the guys from the gay men’s chorus. He’s the cis man with whom I had danced Swing at the end of November — my first, wonderful experienceContinue reading “Pink Pony Boy”
“Pink Pony Club”
I absolutely love this song, the melody & rhythm but maybe especially the lyrics: it feels extremely liberating to me, I can relate to it so intensely (e.g. the joy and freedom from my own liberations & self-determination and, sadly, my own bitch of a mother who is determined to not see or recognize meContinue reading ““Pink Pony Club””
I don’t see her anymore
Last night, I saw my bare-chested reflection in the mirror and a thought shot through my head, of its own accord or as if it were someone else’s comment: “That’s a man”. In reality, it was more a feeling than words. But then explicit words out loud followed immediately: “I don’t see her anymore”. BeforeContinue reading “I don’t see her anymore”
“Arrow”
“ You caught me staring off the cliff again And looking down on everyone Wish my goodbyes could be more innocent But every part just wants to run I have this deep, deep feeling in my ribs again I just keep, keep, keep moving on Like the deep, deep current on the riverbed I haveContinue reading ““Arrow””
More attacks on trans rights and academia
White House Plans to Pause $175 Million for Penn Over Transgender Policy The move targets the University of Pennsylvania’s approach to transgender athletes as the Trump administration escalates its clashes with elite colleges. [article from The New York Times]
The fight does not end here
Over the last couple weeks, we have had some victories in providing impactful testimony for HB25-1239 Colorado Anti-Discrimination Act, and HB25-1109 Gender Identity Certificate of Death, and now both of those beneficial bills are on their way to becoming law. While we are seeing wins, though, there have also been many attempts to set usContinue reading “The fight does not end here”
Democratic traitors
It’s concerning and infuriating how certain prominent democrats have decided that their political interest lies in throwing our human rights under the bus…
The damaging, evil chaos of the current administration
“ Israel launched a series of strikes on Hamas in Gaza, killing hundreds and threatening a return to war. In Washington, Trump administration officials are roiled in debate over how to implement the president’s pledge to equalize U.S. tariffs with those charged by other nations, at one point considering a tiered system for trading partners. And across America, corporate diversityContinue reading “The damaging, evil chaos of the current administration”