I’m freeeee! (again)

I’m free (again)!

Having allowed myself to first feel the anger, and then the pain, later allowed me to feel compassion as I realized that those two persons, in particular, cannot give me that mutuality I would like. Not because they don’t want to but just because they are not able to – not right now, maybe not ever. But I also can give them only what I can (or want to) give.

And finally, as I once again hit the road, anger and pain were all gone, leaving room for my whole, full, deep joy.

Joy for my freedom, joy for the opportunity to live my life authentically, as myself fully.

And joy for exploring another beautiful part of this country that is new to me while also visiting a friend who has moved here – one of the adventure buddies I met in Colorado last summer, with whom I connected then and stayed in touch for almost a year and I’m now visiting. Whom I can visit now because I am free!

I am free — YAY!