Sold the cupboard a couple days ago. Started packing boxes yesterday. So liberating!
Just sold my bicycle this morning — bittersweet feelings for that…
My swimmer/artist friend said they sense a “sproutiness” in me at the moment, like I’m “a seed starting to grow sprouts” — I love this image and believe it captures my recent and current emotions very well.
Today I’m feeling tired but happy. And hopeful. Tired from a lot of positive, constructive activities. Hopeful from change on my horizon.
Moving to California six years ago was one of the best decisions of my life — probably my best one to date. But moving away from California now, at least temporarily, feels just as good, just as liberating!
Yes, my friend, I feel like I’m a seed now starting to sprout: I can feel my deeper, healthier goals and dreams and wishes taking form, finally shaking layers of dust or frost off — like shoots slowly starting to grow, preparing for the springtime.
I just hope to be able to hold all these feelings well enough to allow the dreams to take form concretely and in a healthier way than in the past…
The Little Prince and the Fox 